Help Wanted ☀ϟ☀
24 September, 2015
I have been feeling very confused lately. My mind is going a mile a minute about all the different life paths I should take. I want to go to grad school for creative writing. I want to start a spin studio. I want to stay home and keep working at my parent's advertising company. I want to move back to LA. I want to be a professor.
I want to get married tomorrow. I want to stay single until I'm 30. I want to call my ex-boyfriend. I want to wait for God's Mr. Right. I want to move to NYC and apply to Town & Country. I want to get my masters in Hawaii. I want to go to Chapman and Arizona. I want to run a marathon. I want to read the Bible front to back. I want to be a role model for Christ but I also want to go crazy and have fun.
Help please.
Do you ever have one of those days? Where you literally feel so fogged up you can't see the light?
I guess that's the beauty of being young. We live and learn to trust Christ. Part of me wants to make all my own plans, get that nose job I told God I'd never get, move back to LA, complete a 2 week juice cleanse, get my real estate license, get a contract with Bravo for a reality show, and live happily ever after with my air brushed tan, teacup puppy, and hunky movie producer husband. (I have an awful imagination)
BUUUTTT, most of me (the smart part) tells myself to trust in God and wait for His plans. His perfect plans. Even when my flesh tries to take over and tell me it's all about me, me, me... I know I just need to chill.
I say this for no reason other than to admit I AM WEAK. I have NO idea what to do. Absolutely, positively no idea.
Luckily God knows. Now if only I can learn to sit back and trust Him.
I watched this video and cried. I knew half the people in this. I miss Pepperdine (and Los Angeles) so badly. I wish God could give me binoculars into tomorrow so I could relax.
This mix. Me gusta. I play it in my spin class because... Beibz.
No explanation needed. Christians = Pumpkins.
Well... Happy Thursday friends. God's got a plan to use us. We don't need to stress. He promised in His word.
Amen.
